
The cat is out of the bag...
The dogs still don't get it.
I chose to live, not in the shadow of someone else's life, but directly under the sun, the moon & the stars with nothing in between.
I finally chose to breath on my own again, no longer holding my breath waiting for the spoken words of another to be actuated.
I chose peace, something even those who seem to have it all, can't seem to trust or understand.
I chose to take the hits below the belts, the blows to the spirit & soul and tend to to them with patience, understanding & perhaps, most importantly, acceptance so that I could minimize my scars and battle wounds.
I chose to learn and grow, where others often choose to punish.
I chose to take those bricks of burden thrown onto my shoulders & build a little path with them.
I chose to give, not give up or give in, but simply give.
I chose to trade my despair in for determination, my broken heart for a healing one and my sense of loss for more common sense.
I chose to forgive, although I will never forget.
I chose to nurture those who had negated me, support those who had undermined me & ease those who had hurt me.
I chose peace.
Every ending is a new beginning. ☮
As we listened to the various folks & their pleas, we were surprised to find that peace is truly rare.
It was like an 'upside down and inside out' wedding...
We walked down the aisle & stood before the judge, side by side, man and wife.
I shook and shivered, like on my wedding day, but my voice remained strong & clear.
We said our 'I do's' to the man in black.
I clicked my heels three times.
He granted my wish & brought down his gavel.
TimmyToes took my hand in his & together we left the courthouse....
no longer man & wife.
Every ending is a new beginning. ☮
9 years ago
